[Intro]: If only I could silence these thoughts on my mind, I might be able to sleep at night.

[:12 Secs] I built this curse. These clouds in my thoughts. I'll never rest, I'm unfortunate.

[:21 Secs] I know! (that-the) problem's in my head, but sometimes i cant help it (but sometimes 

i cant help it). Dont you think i ought to know by now, that i'm my own worst enemy. 

[:40 Secs] (Sharp) Is This The Real Life? (or-is-this) What Dying Feels Like? Culprit to my own demise every time. But for the first time, i'm trying to change my life. 

[:59 Secs Chorus] How does it feel to wear a mask, falsify your emotions hoping they wont last. 

Pushing people away, wanting clarity. It's my misery thats killed all my hopes and dreams.

[1m :18 Secs] I always hide behind closed doors. In fear of rejection as my heart grows sore.
Its time to pick up the pieces; Put the puzzle back together and chase your demons out the door.

[1m :40 Secs] After all these years of failing myself I've realized that Theres 
no happy ending. Just live your life with a grain of salt. You take your chances, you grin and bear it. 

[2m :00 Secs
I’ll be the first to say, that I haven’t learned it yet
But there’s a very thin line between what you want and what you get 

UGH

My misery is fucking killing me
I’m consumed by my regrets] 

[2m :21 Secs] Whether I'm alone or not, I want my life to make a difference;
yet I can't tell the difference between my happiness and my sadness. 
live your life with a grain of salt 
You take your chances, you grin and bear it.
Who knows how the story will end?
But here we go again

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